here´s another speech you wish I´d swallow
another cue for you to fold your ears
another train of thought to hard to follow
chugging along to the song that belongs to the shifting of gears
please forgive me for my distance
the pain is evident in my existence
please forgive me for my distance
the shame is manifest in my resistance
To Your Love – Fiona Apple
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I fake it so real, I am beyond fake and someday, you will ache like I ache